January 2012
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HAPPY New Year?
So I still have an hour until I’m in 2012. To those on the east coast, hello from the past! I watched the ball drop in NYC and started crying for no reason. I don’t know if it was a happy cry, a sad cry, or just a complete over capacity of emotion.
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An old journal entry
The overplayed music carried on around me. I used to be able to drown it out. A cut here, a drop of blood there, it always brought on a wave of calmness. Let me escape the torture inside, left me in peace. I thought about the feeling while I ran my fingers over the scars. They were worth hiding while I was doing it. Now they are just ugly reminders, labeling me a freak to anyone who saw.
December 2011
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“Be aware of your own worth, use all of your power to achieve it. Create an ocean...”
– Allamah Iqbal (via sunnythunderstorms)
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“When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know that pain reminds...”
– Laura Story (Blessings)
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“As the smoke clears, I awaken and untangle you from me. Would it make you, feel...”
– Demi Lovato
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Depression
I am so sick of people acting like they understand depression when they have never had it. I wish everyone could have depression for just a moment. Just long enough to feel what it is like. To feel the hopelessness, the sadness, and the complete lack of motivation to get up and be social. The worst is when I am told to get over it and just be happy, like it is just something I choose to have.
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“I wish I could offer a coherent ‘once upon a time’. I wish I could say exactly...”
– Perfect by Emily Halban (via rescueme-insideandout)
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“There are no shortcuts to anywhere worth going.”
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Missing you
I’ve been watching river monsters for hours. It’s just not the same without your arms wrapped around me.
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